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Monday, July 13, 2009
Is love really all that complicated? It has the ability to drop people into despair, but it can also let us feel the wind against our faces on cloud nine. Various forms of heartbreaks occuring all around me, but never directly at me. Shall I count myself lucky or unfortunate not to have experienced it before? Is it a bit way out of line to talk so sadistically about hoping for 'Love's Devils' to befall oneself? Even if so, the experience would be befitting to make a grown man tear at the corner of his eyes. That's it, I'm stumped. Friendship-love, I know. But what, is THAT kind of love? Why is it that I see so many people around me getting so obsessed with it while I feel...nothing..? But hey, I'm not underdeveloped, I'm a perfectly fine normal teenager. It's just that, I have not had the chance to run into such incidents yet, or have I? Perhaps not. Girls enter my life on and off from around Primary 6 onwards, but I never really paid them much mind, because I was only interested in making friends in the past, nothing more. Towards my good friends who have been sadly struck with such romantic calamities, I can offer no advice but only heartfelt consolations. I try my best to comprehend, until, it is my time.
Most notable event today was NAPHA, I guess. Not to forget my broken chair. Stupid thing had me leaning on my right butt cheek till it was sore and flattened for fear that the left side would break further. LOL.
As for NAPHA, I was never really good at sports. One thing was that I almost sprained my ankle on my last turnaround and almost tripped in the 'Shuttle Run' station. Stupid mistake cost me.
I search among my library of facts and find nothing. My poems only stare blankly back at me. A find in the dictionary for the word 'love' drew a blank. Only then did I realise, I have not yet know what love is... What is it? It cannot be materialised, yet it runs deep inside everyone. It can be felt, yet sometimes cannot be seen. Only the barrier of doubt remains...
Today, William is truly confused for the first time...
