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Saturday, March 28, 2009
Today, feels kind of magenta. I know it's weird to describe things in colour in a seemingly unlinking way, but with my birthday gathering just today and so many things happening, this purplish-red colour has been filling my mind. Alright, enough with those freak ideologies...Yesterday has been such a whirlwind of events, ran a long distance in the morning's P.E Lesson, and I got my report slip back. But these are just materialistic, it is interaction between people and friends that brings the greatest joy.
Hmm, I wonder if my home can accomodate the big amount of people coming today. Can't wait! This is the first time I'm holding such a big birthday party, so naturally I will be very ecstatic about having so many people celebrating my birthday together with me. However, today isn't my real birthdate though. If only schedules would allow, my birthday is on April's 1st. Today's only March 28th. Oh well, saves me the trouble of friends coming up to my door and saying 'happy April Fool's day' instead of 'Happy Birthday'.
I rarely rise from bed so early without any specific reason. So getting up at 8am today does leave a certain effect. Which gives rise to another piece of prose writing...
The seconds that pass after your departure...
If there was anything I could do to make you stay,
I would do anything, all you have to do is say.
But it was not to be,
On that chilly early spring night,
As the view of your back gradually disappears from my sight.
When we were saying our goodbyes,
All my words of saying I'll be fine were only lies.
Without you around, life is devoid of all meaning,
My emotions were all thrown on the ground, reeling.
My smiles during that fateful farewell,
Were only a poor substitution for my locked up protests in that pitiful cell.
Do you feel the same way?
Is it that necessity
Has set this inhumane destiny?
I wondered if time could really heal all wounds,
But every second that ticks by repeats those pain by so many rounds.
Hurtful as it is, I would rather time stop where it is,
Because it is this pain,
The only thing that keeps me sane...
~End
Goodbye, and see you...
